Apple Music makes it so difficult to work with your own music. It's seems to prefer the Apple Music catalog over my personal music. I'll ask Siri to play music that is in my catalog and it'll play something else off Apple Music. The music player is the most unintuitive user interface known to man. Getting to my music is like a trek through the amazon looking for a lost tribe. I'm done... To add insult to injury, you just can't turn off Apple Music, you have to turn of automatic renewal and let it expire.
There are subtle signs that Steve Jobs is gone. Steve made some bonehead moves over his career and was not infallible, but releasing a music subscription service that was lobotomized and did not prioritize the music you've purchased or "matched" with Apple over the years seems anathema to how Steve felt about music.